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Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Frustrated and Confused

 Well, it's been more than five months I'm a programmer and I think that's enough. In the end of September 2013, I'll resign. Why I choose to resign?

Hm...
The place is good...
The coworker is nice...
The project is so many...

The trouble is in me, even though I think I'm good enough to be a programmer, I'm not really into it. Like today, I get stuck in code and I have no idea what I should do. When I do my job as a programmer and do coding, I'll just face my laptop and code. I will have no contact at other because I'm into my "code". I don't really wanna be an autism.

What I wanna do?
Well, I want to do something or anything that I'm interested in. For example I'm interested in child development and language. I want to do any job that have something to do with children development even if it's research. I want to do any job that use my skill in language as in English language for example translator.

Thinking further education?
Well, I was graduate from Informatics Engineer Bachelor Degree, and I really have no passion on getting post graduate major in line with informatics. I know I'll can keep up with the "logic" as in "algorithm" only, if I take the same major, that won't do.

I'm frustrated on my own.
Is there anyone have an idea what should I do?